Diary feelings and thoughts.. : What's God's meaning of life?..

15-09-'09
What's God's meaning of life?..

I think life is a test..

And when my the time is there..
I maybe meet God on his big chair..

He have my results, writings in the air..
And he would know how to fit me in somewhere..

I will be back on this one..

Cherelly

Diary feelings and thoughts.. : Bad or Good feellings, They make me feel alive..

05-09-'09
Bad or Good feellings, They make me feel alive..
I love myself. And I love my life..

I love my appearance and looks. I love it i’m one of a kind.
I love it that i’m a girl, Who love to write what’s on her mind.

I love I have some people around me.
I love my family and my connection with my mom and daddy.

I love I have a house, food, clothes, and education.
I love to do things I like. I love to have my life motivation.

I don’t want to sound arrogant..
I want to show some of us, that we need to remember these things..
When we cry, or when we sad for example..
So we have a little smile, while we sad..
Because....This is life!....The ups and the downs....Good AND Bad....

I love I feel sad sometimes.
I love I feel pain.
Cause that makes me a real person, It makes me feel alive....

.Bad or Good feellings, They make me feel alive!! .The world is ours !!

Cherelly

Diary feelings and thoughts.. : In my own

18-06-'09
In my own

The diva in my own world..
The boss in my own world..
The hussler in my own business..
The hand in my own business..
The writer in my own lyrics..
The pen in my own lyrics..

The mind-reader in my own head
The voice in my own head
The perfect in my own photo
The trash in my own photo
The director in my own movie
The remote-control in my own movie

Cherelly

Diary feelings and thoughts.. : Christmas

25-12-'08
Christmas

All y’all people Happy Christmas and I wish them the best..
The poor, the sick, the blessed.. and the rest..

But what is Christmas for them nowadays..?
Presents, Santa Claus, the same Christmas-tree like always..?

For me..it’s the day that a special someone came..
As a normal baby, but still a king; Jesus was his name..

And today I celebrate it with my family, dinner and a pray..
Tommorow dancing with a nice dj, but my faith never goes away..

Cherelly

Diary feelings and thoughts.. : Love

14-12-'08
Love

Every diary need this subject..
I’ve got only two rules my future love,,Don’t cheat on me and don’t lie..
I will love you,,take care of things,,and still looking fly..
I’m standing open for a new love, cause I’m single for a while..
But this gonna take time,, Gotta check some new profiles

Hihihi,,I will be back, on this subject..

Cherelly

Diary feelings and thoughts.. : The past, nowadays and the future

24-10-'08
The past, nowadays and the future

I have a dream..
Bout’ how my life should be.. How I like it to be?!..
Like a nice fantasy..
I can’t describe it.. but’s its all pictured in me head..
Me, having all my things fit in the right places..
It’s a nice picture of me, I wanne go there.. (maybe later??)..
But I can’t wait.. I want it when I’m still young..
So I want it fast..
It’s a big step, I still can’t take..
And I can’t say it out loud,, or write it..
Cause it’s my little fantasy..
Would other peeps understand?? Probable not.. I even don’t!!
It’s probable a period..
People got that right.. a subject what keep your mind busy for a while..
For me on the moment it’s : ‘The past, nowadays and the future’..
And which one is de best for me..
Anyway in my life, things are changing.. And I don’t even know if I like it or hate it..
Sometimes, I rather go back in time..
Maybe change some things in history..
Everyone got those things they like to change right?? ..I do..
But it can’t, so I let it go.....

Cherelly

Diary feelings and thoughts.. : Growing up

06-10-'08
Growing up

Growing up means to do stuff on your own?..
For me, it means being alone and feelling alone!..
Like I’m invisible..
I must jump and scream to let them know I’m here..
But like always I’ve got my ups and down..
Sometimes I got them both in a day..
Keep meeting good looking men..
But I’m more interested in what a guy got to say, then how he look like..
Cause even that part of me is growing up..
Some ladies like to pull me down..
That’s why it’s better for me,, that I don’t hang with too many b******..
The me, myself and I is busy with the future..
But why don’t have a good time, on my way up there..
Sometimes life seems to fail..
But it’s just growing, just like us ..
It shows us, that we have to take another way to get there..
To find another solutions..
To surrender and work for it..
And most Important..
To learn of mistakes, to enjoy, to experience, to LOVE..

Cherelly